相信夢想

Having work 13 hours today, I am dog-tired.
I figured someone will be even more lethargic than me if he was to work, hence I took over his shift.
Halfway through, my cashier was found to be short of $5 exact.
It brought my spirits down in the dams.
In addition to the long working hours, patience was nowhere to be seen teaching da new manager.
Surpressing of pek chek-ness was tearing me apart.
At the end of the day, everything is alright once more.
I'm back to my normal self.
Except for the weariness.

I made a major decision today.
I wonder whether I have made the right choice.
Indecisive as I am.
We shall see what future is in store for me.

我在回家的路上碰到了很久没碰面的中学同学。
在街上和她寒暄，慰问彼此。
然后就是聊最近有没有看到熟人，和那些人碰面。
整个对话好虚伪！
终于要说再见事，我简直是松了一口气。
加快脚步，三步当两步的往家里逃。

人是否长大了，就逐渐面对虚伪的世界。
特别是在工作岗位和同学聚会更为明显。
炫耀自己过的有多好，把对方比下去。
嗯。。。
也许若干年后的我，也会如此。
世事难料~~
*感慨万端*

I am still tampering with this current blogskin of mine.
Starting everything from scratch including this background is huge work!
Phew~~~
Experimental mode.

Earlier on, a friend of mine told me he had a crush on me.
After being rejected, he called me the very next day to tell me it is all a joke.
Though I knew it was probably just an excuse for him to earn back some dignity.
I couldn't help feeling pissed and angry.

Last week, after my anger appeased and I've finally got time, I messaged him to see when he is off this week.
He said he was unsure and I have not hear from him since!
I did my part.
Prolly wait a few more days when I'm in high spirits, I shall initiate contact once again.
After all, since when am I shy?
*Shrugs*

Loads and loads of rattling today.
My mind in a swirl.
My life in a total mess.