相信夢想

I just read Apple's blog and saw how exasperated she was with her students.
I immediately dialed her number to check out how she was.
Listening to how the kids in school agitate her, I feel like taking over her place instead and give the kids a piece of my mind.
Tears were actually welling in my eyes when I heard how upset they made her.
How long has it been that whenever she meets up with difficulties, I'll step up and pull her back.
Take her place and shield her from whatever that comes.
I have been so accustomed to protecting her that I find myself at a loss when I heard what happened.
No matter what happens, I''ll definately be there for her.

We talk loads on the phone call earlier on.
It lasted us for an hour, at least.
Girls Talk!
It feels so good.
Though it is more like I do most of the talking, other than the part of her kids in school.

I was relating to her how Eric treats me and I got this feeling that he likes me.
Eric is married with 3 kids!
(He and his wife are living seperately)

I was telling Apple the sms-es a colleague sent me and how weird they are.
Somehow, just somehow, it seems to me(us) that the colleague was testing water.
Asking me questions like whether age gap is a problem and all.
For goodness sake, he is older than me for around 13 years!

We talked about Hongyi too.
How he has been treating me for the past weeks and the attitude he is constantly displaying at me.
I've already tried my might being understanding.
Yet... ...
I can't imagine I cried when we touched this topic.
I totally hate it when people take me for granted.
I didn't know a single friendship can cause me so much emotion outburst.
Anyway, attachment is ending soon for him.
Hopefully, everything will turn back to normal.

I forced Apple to hang up the phone in the end cause she has lessons early morning tomorrow.
Promises were made to exchange sms-es tomorrow.
Things will turn for the better, I believe.
I have faith in her.

I scalded my hand with hot water today at work.
Small red marks are visible on my hand now.
It will heal soon, I guess.

Another black-blue found on my hand.
The average amount of black-blue found on my body is like 1-2 per week.
I don't even know how I get them in the first place!
I'm sucha careless bloke.

My first ex just called me not long ago.
He knows me the best, inside out, amongst all my ex boyfriends.
He mentioned that I am the most clever and stupid amongst his girlfriends.
Puzzled, I asked him to elaborate further.
He said I am so clever that I always know when he is lying.
Yet, despite knowing he lied, I still am willing to believe him.

Question of the Day: Am I clever or stupid?